Tuesday, January 4, 2011

This is me

The first day of schooling started off
with practical session at 9am.
Aha..I was so much not used to get up so early.
Though I only lay on my bed late until 9am
the most when I'm in Kulai.
Luckily Tuesday is always a leisure day
for me.
Reached home at 12.45pm..
Cooked 'mian fen kueh'..
Watched 'Breakout'..
Took a shower..
Did laundry..
And now writing blog instead of doing assignment.

The waiting time in lab was long.
My classmates were chatting to while away their time.
The lab was full of laughter.
I suppose the most exciting part was about
bite marks or kiss marks left by a girlfriend.
Anyway I know nothing about all these.
Haha!
Again, I was playing the role as a listener.
I don't talk much in the class.
I think it's not just the problem on common topics.
Though this's the main reason.
Sometimes I don't feel like talking either.
I started to think which role I can play better.
Listener?
So-so..
I keep no secrets.
I'll choose to confide in someone when I feel down.
But it's only if I have a right friend or
family member to talk to.
Plus my mood is written all over my face.
As for this,my family knows better.
Usually nobody dares provoke me
when I'm in a bad mood.
I say I have not much patience?
I can't guarantee that I won't blow up
if it reaches my limit.
Haha..
If I don't want to talk,
nobody can get an answer from me
no matter what question or how urgent it's.
This's me.
My attitude about life might have
started to change.
But I wonder if my character will have
much changes.
I hope someday I can find someone
who understands me better than I do.
Because I don't even know who I'm.

8 comments:

  1. I think... SO far, I'm the only one who dares to provoke you even though you are alredy mad. HAHA!

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  2. haha..u think u did?sometimes i'll get scolded by my mum for my temper loh.

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  3. Ya, that's the reason why I always get into quarrels/arguments with you?? Haha...
    Because you fly into tempers fast, then I also got worked up.
    And the result is...you know lah.
    But what's past is past. Haha!
    Anyway what your mum says is true...
    It's not good to show your emotions on your face...

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  4. haha..ceh,u were talking about the past.i'm trying to be a mild sheep ok?oh,coz i dun like ppl touching or using my stuff without my permission.now they wont do that coz they know my temper.

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  5. MILD SHEEP?! HAHA!!!
    Ya, I am referring to the past...
    SInce you don't provoke me now either... Haha...
    Wow... Scary girl... Haha...

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  6. what's wrong with it?haha..our chinese zodiac is also sheep ma.

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  7. WOW... Can even link to our zodiac...
    It's actually goat right? haha!

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  8. ==paiseh,i totally forgot about such animal called goat.hahaha!aiya..goat,lamb and sheep got not much diff lah.haha..

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