A Big Sigh

I can heave a big sigh now.
French test is over.
I didn't harbour any hopes
in the first place.
Or maybe I should put it in this way..
I don't harbour any hopes for studies.
It was really tough to grasp the content
from the conversations.
My tutor has just marked the papers
for listening component.
My score is just average.
The paper for reading component was easier.
And for another module?
Maintained at the moderate score.
I don't like to memorise the answers blindly.
And apparently the memory space for my brain
is getting lesser and lesser.
I found that I'm unable to memorise things that much
compared to the past.
My grades are dropping.
Sigh..I never intend to use the results
as the focus of my blog.
But this was what happened to my day.
I'd like to download more new songs.
I've listened to the 36 English songs
that I copied from my younger sister
for countless times.
I like most of the songs.
Only deleted two of them for the time being.
Music plays such an important role in my life.
It's to keep me awake when studying.
Or else I really will doze off.
Undoubtedly.
Usually Windows Media Player is always on
each time I use laptop.
See, I've really changed a lot.
My attitude towards life and studies.
And I'm waiting to see if my character will change.
I'm more interested in learning vocabularies of English.
Wonder if Linguistics will be more suitable for me.
You know,
I actually went to read dictionary during my term break.
But I had to study for French.
So I was only able to read for about 50 pages maybe?
Randomly.
Anyway I don't really remember the words now.
But I don't like to read English idioms.
Tend to forget them because I only use them
occasionally in daily life.
All right,
I shall end it here.