Human

My sister told me I'm an icy cold person.
Yeah, I wouldn't speak if I don't feel like speaking
at that moment.
I also can't be bothered to answer.
Ever since I heeded his advice,
I've straightened it out.
I don't know how much his words value to me.
I also never expected myself to be able
to accept everything he said
without disagreement.
I think I have lesser troubles now.
But the thing is
I'm getting more and more indifferent.
Getting numb?
Or getting used to it?
Don't know which is the correct state I'm in.
Don't know whether it's a good thing.
It seems I've shut my world down.
I just disregard all my troubles completely.
Basically I'm lazy to use my precious time
to think about them.
I don't even care much about the people
that I used to show my concern.
But it seems to be everyone..
Haha!
I think I still need some time
to adjust to it.
Because I'm a typical Leo
which used to have a lot of changes in their lives.
You wouldn't know how fickle Leo can be.
Haha..
But I'm not indecisive.
You can't doubt how short it takes for me
to make a decision.
Of course,
it doesn't mean I just decide hastily.
Once I've made up my mind,
I seldom make any changes to it.

My friend said I don't simply listen to people
if I don't really care about them.
Well, somehow it's true.
The friends that I truly care about
can be counted with ten fingers.
I'm lazy to categorise the friends I have now.
But still the difference is distinct.
To me,
classmates or colleagues are not necessarily 
my friends.
Each time when people tell me
they dislike someone,
and sometimes ask me
what do I think about those people they dislike,
I actually have not much feelings about it.
I'm not a sacred man.
Surely there are moments that I don't agree
to their attitude.
I mean those that have been 'labelled'
by most of the people.
I might comment on it sometimes.
But actually I have no hard feelings towards them.
Do you realise if you detest someone
it also shows that the person means to you?
It's undeniable that the person carries certain
weight in your heart.
Just that the person is at the opposite end
of the likeable people to you.
In this case,
why takes so much effort to detest someone?
I just don't get it.
As long as the person didn't offend or hurt me,
I can still accept his or her presence in my life.
Anyway I still prefer to stay away from the people
that had hurt me before.

I have to do the cooking now.
End it right here.